i think i'm causing you more pain each day.
i dont know.
am i expecting too much. from you and our relationship.

will you be willing to give up everything. and leave with me.
will you think of me when i'm not beside you.
will you miss me as much as i do.
will you compromise
will you let me do things my way.
will you keep to you promises.
are you still loving me as much as you were.

the coming weeks.
i guess we wont have much time to spend together.

monday out tuesday out wednes out thurs fri sat sun.
you said i was always thinking on the negative side. negative sides of things.

xz, i hate you.
all you fucking do.
is to cry.

I feel.
i dont know.

will you ever, find happiness with me.
will you ever be happy with me.
That night i cried so badly. My heart was hurting so badly.
So badly because i missed the past. the past where we would. we would care so much more about each other. quarrel less. understand each other more.
How i wish, we can be as we were. when we first met.

That night, you sounded. sounded so tired of the relationship.
you had to use Da. to overcome the stress you get from the relationship.
you were helpless.

I'm sorry.
I'm just a selfish one. i want you all to myself.
i'm trying. i hope. u can understand me as well.
I wanted to let you go. so that you'll not be held back by me.
so that you can do the things you like. talk to the people you want.
at ease. without any fears. I cried so badly. that night. the pain was so overwhelming.
by how lousy a person i'm.
but i couldn't. bear to let you go.
i felt. so much. so much of the urge to do tfoolish things that night.
blasting of music. but all i could do. was just to cry. and cry.

i'm serious about you.
and i love you so much.
stay with me.



24p.

Do you remember.

i miss the past.

i miss it so much.

so many things on my mind.
there's so many things on my mind.

there's SO many things on my mind now.



who understands.